Why do I work here still??? Oh yeah....

I literally hate my job. I love my kids, well 90% of them (ha ha ha...so true though). Anyway, the people who run this place suck. That's a who other blog in itself. There are days, which are usually once a week, where I just want to walk out. I feel like I can never do anything right there. I just want out. I can't quit though. We can't afford it. And there are times, a lot of times actually, where I have looked for other jobs, but either no one's hiring, I'm not qualified, or I just missed it. I'm willing to work for less than what I make to go somewhere where I'm treated like an adult and feel needed. Is that too much to ask? I know I'm a good worker, but they make me feel like a mushroom in the closet that everyone poops on. My opinion doesn't matter. What I do doesn't matter. I know that's not true because my students learn so much. It's too much for the amount of money I make. It's wrong. I know I'm ranting here, but I just needed to vent and get this off my chest. It will help temporarily...until Monday returns. I want to go to a place where I like my job, I like the people I work with, and I come home happy everyday. I like teaching, but this place has really burnt me out. Before my Christmas vacation, I'm going to start my job search. I don't want to leave a class in the middle of the year, but it's for my own sanity. Pray that I find a new job soon. This place is driving me straight to the nut house. Can anyone save me?